Of course emotion overflowed in Brokeback Mountain.I went to St. Louis to see it as part
I left the movie feeling down, and somewhat unsatisfied. I was definitely cognizant of the deep sadness that was present, but it wasn't until later, I realized what an impact there was. All night my mind kept drifting back to various parts of the film, reliving the story, and seeing more and more of what was there that I missed while listening to the words that were spoken. During the show, many people around me were crying, and though I often cry at emotional scenes, I didn't feel like I was hit in the same way. Having now attained a deeper sense of what was present in the film, I have a feeling that I will ball like a baby when I watch it again.
I also noticed an age difference in the level of emotion. Older guys that I was with definitely seemed to grasp the subtly a lot faster than a lot of the younger guys. I think part of that came with the fact that many of them lived through situations that were very similar, whereas a lot of the younger generation has not. Oh... I realize that unlike King Kong, many people may not know what this movie is. Well here's the gist. It is a love story that spans 20 years between the two lead men, showing them as they first meet and fall in love (though they deny it) and then follows through with them struggling through the next two decades with their wives and their unspoken need for one another.
I am afraid that I will give more away if I talk much more, but suffice to say, I was deeply moved by this film, and I have a feeling it will only affect me more so with repeat viewings. It also reaffirmed my believe and conviction that leaving things unsaid and not pursuing what lies in your heart will destroy you and those you love. What I would give to see a world where that is not so common as it is today.
*Note the Brokeback Mountain website has a forum where people can share their thoughts... I have only read a couple and already I want to cry. Some people endure so much...
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